By Jane Tanfei|Jul 17 2013 | Dreams, Metaphysical Discussion, Thoughts
I like waking up with a smile on my face. Good dreams will do that to me every time. To me, a good dream is a happy and funny dream where unexpected things happen, I say completely senseless things, understand similarly senseless things other people say, then exit the dream feeling happy and upbeat. I like […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Jul 13 2013 | Metaphysical Discussion, Thoughts
Independence: freedom from the control, influence, support, aid, or the like, of others. Do I have this? Financially, I’ve been largely independent since age 17 (well, somewhat so since age 15, but still lived at home). I think the last time I borrowed money was when I was 23, a full-time student with two children, […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Jul 12 2013 | Curiousity, Metaphysical Discussion, Thoughts
Just when I think I’ve finally learned to cope with my unyielding sadness in a healthy and permanent way, BAM it jumps on me from behind and drags me – kicking and screaming – to its dank, dark underground cave, cocoons me in webbing and hangs me from the ceiling to be eaten for lunch… Despite my […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Jul 02 2013 | Metaphysical Discussion, Psychology, Thoughts
Why do I worry about other people? Why am I bothered and/or emotionally invested in the imaginary thoughts/actions of other people? Why am I stuck in the circular mindset of “why”? I’ll admit I think too much and too deeply. I feel out of place with people because I think about things that have no […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Jun 20 2013 | Metaphysical Discussion, Psychology, Thankful Thursday, Thoughts
I wrote the first post on this blog (Hello World…) one year and one day ago. Over the past 366 days, I’ve written a lot about myself and my struggles. My goal in starting this blog was to break through the deeply seated Silence that has blanketed my life. I feel like I have achieved my goal, […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Jun 17 2013 | Metaphysical Discussion, Psychology, Thoughts
I wonder what it would be like to feel attachment to people, places, things? One of the strangest things about me is that I have very little attachment to anyone or anyplace or anything. Internally, when I feel myself begin to get too attached to someone or something, I automatically shut off those feelings because […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Jun 04 2013 | Metaphysical Discussion, Psychology, Thoughts
Intuition, as defined by dictionaries, is the ‘power’ or ‘ability’ to gain knowledge and understanding instinctively – without evidence of conscious reasoning, thought, or the mind’s interference. Since we know dictionaries are emotionless and unbiased, we must contend that this is the proper definition for these feelings we feel which cannot be easily expressed in words. […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|May 31 2013 | Metaphysical Discussion, Psychology, Rant, Thoughts
I once received a detailed zodiac horoscope describing my personality based on details of my birth. There was much info about the affects of the sun and planets on my lifespan that made no sense to me, but the personality attributes were fairly accurate. The number one attribute? You envy those around you who live […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|May 25 2013 | Curiousity, Metaphysical Discussion, Thoughts
I am deeply and spiritually disturbed. I have been a member of a metaphysics forum for about five years now, and go there to read interesting perspectives from people around the world. I go there to learn about how other people perceive the world, and to gain understanding about how I perceive the world. A […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|May 24 2013 | Metaphysical Discussion, Thoughts
I took a walk today and realized that everything looked vibrant – I could see the outlines of all of the leaves I passed, I noticed tiny animals and insects, I saw flowers and berries that would otherwise be unseen. I walked through the forest and looked up at the Ponderosa pines, smiling at their […]
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