By Jane Tanfei|Jun 29 2015 | Rant, Thoughts
My thoughts today are hectic and full of pervasive anxiety. I wish there was a switch I could flip to turn myself into someone else. I wish I could be something, anything, else. I guess I’m acutely feeling all the things that are “wrong” with me – people keep pointing out the things they don’t like about me […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Apr 01 2015 | Rant, Thoughts
I woke up this morning from a very violent and traumatic dream. In the dream, I was back in the little town where I went to elementary school. I was at the town’s relatively new middle school. I was inside the auditorium with a bunch of other people, attending a school event for my children. The […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Jan 26 2014 | Rant
I am so angry right now, at you and your lifelong friendships and wonderful family members and that you only ever have to worry about superficial problems, that you get to live your life of luck and pleasantry. I am so angry at myself, because I feel sick of how I feel in my life. […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Jan 01 2014 | Rant
Ugh. I am annoyed, disgusted, and just plain irritable all around. People annoy, disgust, and irritate me. Not purposefully, mind you. It’s not like it matters what they do or whether I’m irritated. They obviously don’t care that their behavior is disgusting to me. Who am I? Nobody. Who are they? Nobody. Who do they […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Sep 03 2013 | Rant
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Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Aug 30 2013 | Dreams, Rant, Thoughts
Feeling troubled, I will now write about some of the things I am feeling troubled about in candid and cryptic ways. 1) I don’t know why people get so upset about word usage. Everyone uses words wrong sometimes. It’s not that big of a deal. I wonder if those people get an ego boost by […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Aug 23 2013 | Humor, Rant, Thoughts
People keep asking me if I am “dating yet”. The short answer: No. The long answer: Nope. The extensive explanation as to why dating is not a part of my life: No, I am not and will never be “dating yet”. Truth be told, I’ve only actually been on one real date – the kind […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Aug 19 2013 | Dreams, Humor, Rant, Thoughts
I should be asleep. Indeed, I will need to wake up in another few hours for an hour of travel via public transportation to get to work since both of my vehicles bit the dust last week. Never mind that my only duty in life is to go to work for eight hours of every […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Jul 15 2013 | Rant, Thoughts, Writings
I was born in the state of California within the United States of America. This makes my nationality US American, my ethnicity Californian, and my race Human. Not that this is acceptable by general American standards, but these are the facts. I consider myself an American because I live in the USA. I don’t feel like […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Jun 13 2013 | Rant, Thankful Thursday, Thoughts
I am in a muddled emotional state. There’s a lot going on right now in my life, there are a few significant changes on the cusp of fruition. I am especially thankful to be healthy and of sound mind today. The recent attempted suicide of a terminally ill friend is the real source of my jumbled […]
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