The universe shot me a reminder to be thankful and that its Thursday. I haven’t been feeling well this week, but I’m trying to keep some perspective. So, here’s a Thankful Thursday list: I’m thankful I don’t have gallbladder issues (yet). I’m thankful I found an old pair of pants that fits well. I’m thankful I […]
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Today, I feel thankful for: Mandarin oranges, Townes Van Zandt, A specific bearded human who is kind to me, Three specific non-bearded humans who smile when they see me, One dog-a-dog who likes to eat apples, Falling asleep with my eyes open, Fixing a problem without any clue what caused the problem, Capability to have a […]
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I’ve decided to restart Thankful Thursday posts. I haven’t done one in a long time, but it’s time to work on refocusing my brain again. I went and read a post from two years ago and realized that I still need to do this activity. Today, I am thankful that my feelings are not as dire as […]
Continue Reading →Try as I might, I can’t seem to share the world with other people. I don’t seem to experience things with other people. I try to be present, but my thoughts and feelings constantly create a barrier between myself and the people around me. Mostly, people just assume I’m “stuck-up” or “think I’m better than […]
Continue Reading →I haven’t done a Thankful Thursday post in quite some time. Honestly, I keep forgetting to. The reason I started doing thankful posts was because I was having trouble pulling myself out of negativity. It seems that I’ve evolved a bit – I have been able change to a positive perspective without having to write […]
Continue Reading →I wrote the first post on this blog (Hello World…) one year and one day ago. Over the past 366 days, I’ve written a lot about myself and my struggles. My goal in starting this blog was to break through the deeply seated Silence that has blanketed my life. I feel like I have achieved my goal, […]
Continue Reading →I am in a muddled emotional state. There’s a lot going on right now in my life, there are a few significant changes on the cusp of fruition. I am especially thankful to be healthy and of sound mind today. The recent attempted suicide of a terminally ill friend is the real source of my jumbled […]
Continue Reading →This day did not start out well. One of those day, as they say. But, I’m making it better, I’ve caught myself and was able to mend my mood before I got upset. It’s strange that I can have a great day and then wake up the next morning completely hopeless and despairing. It is […]
Continue Reading →That name makes me laugh, truly makes me feel joy. Since I forgot to do a Thankful Thursday post, I decided to do a post of gratefulness today. Fankful I am, and fankful I’ll be. Definitely fankful for being able to laugh at myself and at the bizarreness of the world. Fankful for Doc Watson’s […]
Continue Reading →I am having a very difficult time today with overwhelming emotions. I feel like a disappointment to my family, I feel like I am living a pointless life, and I feel completely hopeless that I will ever be what I’m “supposed to be”. I don’t even know what I am supposed to be, other than […]
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