By Jane Tanfei|Nov 04 2013 | Curiousity, Thoughts
I’m not a hopeful person. At all. I don’t expect anything good to come to my life. I have a hard time accepting compliments. I don’t believe there is anything in the world for me but what I make for myself. I have trouble understanding why people even bother with me. Truthfully, most people don’t […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Nov 02 2013 | Thoughts, Writings
I woke up this morning to find myself snuggled up to a warm, snoring child and to hear my dog, Sam, whining at my bedside. I got up and followed him to the back door and opened it to let him out. He stuck his nose out the door, then promptly turned around and trotted […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Nov 01 2013 | Thoughts
Equality – the state or quality of equivalence; correspondence in quantity, degree, value, rank, or ability. All things equal (pun intended), I think equality should stand for fairness for everybody. According to my society, I’d be wrong. I tend to interpret equality to mean that ALL people are equal. This means they are equal in […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Oct 30 2013 | Thoughts
I’m not sure what I want to write yet – I have a half-formed idea in my brain that is centered around the jumble of emotions I’m feeling. Usually, when I feel like this, I just become subdued and try to withdraw within myself so I don’t lash out at other people. At these times, […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Oct 29 2013 | Thoughts
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Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Oct 23 2013 | Metaphysical Discussion, Thoughts
Any good day I have is, invariably, followed by a bad day. It seems that the two are paired and cannot be separated. Anytime I have a good day, I sigh and tell myself I shall make the following day pleasant – though I fully expect the next day to bear terrible fruit. I cannot […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Oct 18 2013 | Thoughts
I’ve been annoying myself lately with a lot of self-talk about how big my thighs are. It’s really irritating that I can’t escape these thoughts. For one thing, I’m normal sized for me. For another thing, there are way too many more important things I would rather be thinking about. Lastly, UGH why the crap […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Oct 16 2013 | Nerdcore, Psychology, Thoughts
I think one of the strangest things about me is that I genuinely feel love for everyone. Everyone. I feel empathy, caring, and love for every human on the planet. Even (sometimes especially) those who have expressed their hatred toward me. Now, I definitely see how this may seem contradictory, or like a waste of […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Oct 11 2013 | Poetry, Thoughts, Writings
As I went about my normal day, In my typically abnormal way, I stumbled into a line of thought Within which much pain was brought. At first it was a tiny twinge, Nothing specific to retell, But then it took a hold of me And dragged my thoughts to hell… I started to remember things […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Sep 30 2013 | Thoughts
The past week and a half have been quite unhappy for me. I’ve been teetering on the edge of an emotional precipice – trying to reconcile the hurtful words I receive with the kind words I receive. The negative words outweigh the kind words by default – it takes approximately 10 good thoughts to counter […]
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