By Jane Tanfei|Mar 24 2014 | Thoughts
So, there is a rating scale males use to judge females on “hotness”. Essentially, the males are more likely to spend time with a female the higher she rates on this scale of 1-10. I decided to go look up this scale to figure out what these people are talking about. I threw up a […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Dec 09 2013 | Psychology, Thoughts
I believe my oldest son has Asperger Syndrome. I also believe it’s my fault. Logically, I understand that this is a fallacy of thought. I can’t help what genetics he got from me, I didn’t even KNOW I had Asperger’s until he was eight years old. But, emotionally, I feel like I am responsible for […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Oct 11 2013 | Poetry, Thoughts, Writings
As I went about my normal day, In my typically abnormal way, I stumbled into a line of thought Within which much pain was brought. At first it was a tiny twinge, Nothing specific to retell, But then it took a hold of me And dragged my thoughts to hell… I started to remember things […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Sep 13 2013 | Psychology, Thoughts
When I think about “changing the world”, I begin to feel despondent and impotent and worthless. This is not because I don’t want to change the world for the better, but because I know I likely cannot change the world for the better. I know that I have good intentions and that I want to […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Jul 12 2013 | Curiousity, Metaphysical Discussion, Thoughts
Just when I think I’ve finally learned to cope with my unyielding sadness in a healthy and permanent way, BAM it jumps on me from behind and drags me – kicking and screaming – to its dank, dark underground cave, cocoons me in webbing and hangs me from the ceiling to be eaten for lunch… Despite my […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Jul 02 2013 | Metaphysical Discussion, Psychology, Thoughts
Why do I worry about other people? Why am I bothered and/or emotionally invested in the imaginary thoughts/actions of other people? Why am I stuck in the circular mindset of “why”? I’ll admit I think too much and too deeply. I feel out of place with people because I think about things that have no […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Jun 20 2013 | Metaphysical Discussion, Psychology, Thankful Thursday, Thoughts
I wrote the first post on this blog (Hello World…) one year and one day ago. Over the past 366 days, I’ve written a lot about myself and my struggles. My goal in starting this blog was to break through the deeply seated Silence that has blanketed my life. I feel like I have achieved my goal, […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Jun 14 2013 | Thoughts
Friday is supposed to be the most relaxing day of the workweek. Not today, I’ll tell you. I am feeling so frustrated and upset and impotent, like I can’t do anything to help anyone and everything is going to implode. Why the hell is everyone so afraid of life? Why are we so afraid of […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Jun 13 2013 | Rant, Thankful Thursday, Thoughts
I am in a muddled emotional state. There’s a lot going on right now in my life, there are a few significant changes on the cusp of fruition. I am especially thankful to be healthy and of sound mind today. The recent attempted suicide of a terminally ill friend is the real source of my jumbled […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|May 31 2013 | Metaphysical Discussion, Psychology, Rant, Thoughts
I once received a detailed zodiac horoscope describing my personality based on details of my birth. There was much info about the affects of the sun and planets on my lifespan that made no sense to me, but the personality attributes were fairly accurate. The number one attribute? You envy those around you who live […]
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