By Jane Tanfei|Jul 17 2013 | Dreams, Metaphysical Discussion, Thoughts
I like waking up with a smile on my face. Good dreams will do that to me every time. To me, a good dream is a happy and funny dream where unexpected things happen, I say completely senseless things, understand similarly senseless things other people say, then exit the dream feeling happy and upbeat. I like […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Jul 13 2013 | Metaphysical Discussion, Thoughts
Independence: freedom from the control, influence, support, aid, or the like, of others. Do I have this? Financially, I’ve been largely independent since age 17 (well, somewhat so since age 15, but still lived at home). I think the last time I borrowed money was when I was 23, a full-time student with two children, […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Jul 12 2013 | Curiousity, Metaphysical Discussion, Thoughts
Just when I think I’ve finally learned to cope with my unyielding sadness in a healthy and permanent way, BAM it jumps on me from behind and drags me – kicking and screaming – to its dank, dark underground cave, cocoons me in webbing and hangs me from the ceiling to be eaten for lunch… Despite my […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Jul 01 2013 | Psychology, Star Trek, Thoughts
I feel love. It cuts me very deeply and leaves me open and raw and feeling bereaved, yet also feeling soft and warm and comforted because that love is beautiful even as it is painful. Additionally, that love causes distress because I fluctuate between feeling tough and feeling tender. I do not allow myself vulnerability, […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Jun 26 2013 | Humor, Thoughts
I am full of energy and pep and spunk and grit and motivation. I’ve got a goofy grin on my face and I’m having a hard time sitting still. I’m feeling great, despite the fact that my head was too full of inspirations to sleep much last night. I’m excited to be alive! I’m excited […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Apr 19 2013 | Thoughts
why people post pictures of their feet just standing on the ground. Weird. You’re weird to me because I don’t understand you. But, I am weird to you because I am supposed to be posting pictures of my feet for you to give hearts to but I don’t want to and would never even consider […]
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