By Jane Tanfei|Feb 24 2014 | Psychology, Thoughts
I just realized what I have learned about myself in the past few days: I don’t want to be detached anymore. It’s strange to think that, but I recognize now that I usually am detached because it is a way to protect myself from emotional upset. I think now that I understand the reality that […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Dec 06 2013 | Thoughts, Writings
Finding myself focused on and worried about money and life, I decided to write a couple of lists to remind myself what I am actively doing to take control of my life. This list has eased my mind about financial worries: What I can do to get further ahead financially: Save money each month – […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Nov 04 2013 | Curiousity, Thoughts
I’m not a hopeful person. At all. I don’t expect anything good to come to my life. I have a hard time accepting compliments. I don’t believe there is anything in the world for me but what I make for myself. I have trouble understanding why people even bother with me. Truthfully, most people don’t […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Sep 30 2013 | Thoughts
The past week and a half have been quite unhappy for me. I’ve been teetering on the edge of an emotional precipice – trying to reconcile the hurtful words I receive with the kind words I receive. The negative words outweigh the kind words by default – it takes approximately 10 good thoughts to counter […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Jun 26 2013 | Humor, Thoughts
I am full of energy and pep and spunk and grit and motivation. I’ve got a goofy grin on my face and I’m having a hard time sitting still. I’m feeling great, despite the fact that my head was too full of inspirations to sleep much last night. I’m excited to be alive! I’m excited […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Jun 25 2013 | Humor, Music, Shameless Self-Promotion, Thoughts
This evening, I will perform live for a large group of strangers for the first time in 11 years. Strangely, I feel absolutely no nervousness. In the past, even last year while recording my album, I felt nervous and anxious about performing music. Today, I just feel happy and exuberant. I feel like today is […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Jun 20 2013 | Metaphysical Discussion, Psychology, Thankful Thursday, Thoughts
I wrote the first post on this blog (Hello World…) one year and one day ago. Over the past 366 days, I’ve written a lot about myself and my struggles. My goal in starting this blog was to break through the deeply seated Silence that has blanketed my life. I feel like I have achieved my goal, […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|May 05 2013 | Curiousity, Dreams, Metaphysical Discussion, Thoughts
Because I care.
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Apr 29 2013 | Curiousity, Metaphysical Discussion, Thoughts
I have a real knack for unintentionally pissing people off. In the past few days, I’ve been called “rude”, “a piece of shit”, “fucked up” and “obnoxious” simply because I had the audacity to speak up about a fellow human’s well-being. My intent was to make sure someone was being properly cared for, based on […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Apr 03 2013 | Metaphysical Discussion, Thoughts
I am a Melancholic. This is my nature – to be wistful, sorrowful, morose. It is not on purpose. I do not intentionally make myself sad. It just IS. I have been this way as long as I can remember… Even as a young child, I would greet the day not with a smile, but […]
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