By Jane Tanfei|Dec 31 2014 | Thoughts
Last day of the year. I am struggling today with feelings of inadequacy and anxiety. My thoughts center around feeling alone and feeling like it’s hopeless for me. Logically, I recognize that I may have upwards of 60 more years to live, and that would mean I’ve only experienced 1/3 of my life. A lot […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Aug 30 2013 | Dreams, Rant, Thoughts
Feeling troubled, I will now write about some of the things I am feeling troubled about in candid and cryptic ways. 1) I don’t know why people get so upset about word usage. Everyone uses words wrong sometimes. It’s not that big of a deal. I wonder if those people get an ego boost by […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|May 09 2013 | Curiousity, Metaphysical Discussion, Thoughts, Writings
I am feeling confused today, though about what I am uncertain. The feeling in my head is a jumbled feeling, as if there is something I am upset about and something I’m not upset about that are warring in my mind. But, I do not have any feelings of upset in my heart. I am longing for the […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Apr 26 2013 | Music, Thoughts, Video
These Days ~ Nico – It is one of these days. These Days by Nico I’ve been out walking I don’t do too much talking These days, these days. These days I seem to think a lot About the things that I forgot to do And all the times I had the chance to. I’ve […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Apr 25 2013 | Curiousity, Rant, Thoughts
I’ve thought a lot about shame, and the things that we do to avoid exposing our shame to the world. We lie, we trick, we cheat, we hurt others, we hate, we steal, we murder, we suicide to hide our shame. As if these bad things we do to hide our shame can ever overshadow […]
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