By Jane Tanfei|Jan 26 2014 | Rant
I am so angry right now, at you and your lifelong friendships and wonderful family members and that you only ever have to worry about superficial problems, that you get to live your life of luck and pleasantry. I am so angry at myself, because I feel sick of how I feel in my life. […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Dec 13 2013 | Dreams, Metaphysical Discussion, Thoughts
My outlook on life has changed greatly in the years since I decided I needed to become my true self at all costs. I no longer look to the future with dread, I no longer accept the present with a feeling of despondency, I no longer look at the past with disdain. I have grown mentally and […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Oct 11 2013 | Poetry, Thoughts, Writings
As I went about my normal day, In my typically abnormal way, I stumbled into a line of thought Within which much pain was brought. At first it was a tiny twinge, Nothing specific to retell, But then it took a hold of me And dragged my thoughts to hell… I started to remember things […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|May 16 2013 | Metaphysical Discussion, Thoughts
I am shutting down. I can feel it. I feel so disconnected. I feel my heart hardening again, becoming that jaded and cynical observer who exists but does not live. I don’t want to go back to that, but I am slipping back there. I am becoming stagnant because there is nothing else to do. […]
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