By Jane Tanfei|Sep 27 2013 | Psychology, Thoughts, Writings
On September 19th, 2013 I walked into a neuropsychologist’s office a folder full of data and one main question: “What is wrong with me?”. An hour later, I walked out with an answer: Asperger’s Syndrome. The doctor reviewed the adult & childhood histories I’d provided, with many notes and explanations neatly denoted in the margins, […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Apr 30 2013 | Curiousity, Metaphysical Discussion, Thoughts, Writings
Today, I can feel myself changing. There are certain things that I have thought about today that do not bother me as much as they would have bothered me even a few weeks ago. This morning, I thought, “Maybe I’ve finally grown up.” But, I don’t even know what “grown up” means… I will never […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Apr 25 2013 | Curiousity, Rant, Thoughts
I’ve thought a lot about shame, and the things that we do to avoid exposing our shame to the world. We lie, we trick, we cheat, we hurt others, we hate, we steal, we murder, we suicide to hide our shame. As if these bad things we do to hide our shame can ever overshadow […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Apr 04 2013 | Metaphysical Discussion, Thankful Thursday, Thoughts
I am having a very difficult time today with overwhelming emotions. I feel like a disappointment to my family, I feel like I am living a pointless life, and I feel completely hopeless that I will ever be what I’m “supposed to be”. I don’t even know what I am supposed to be, other than […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Apr 03 2013 | Metaphysical Discussion, Thoughts
I am a Melancholic. This is my nature – to be wistful, sorrowful, morose. It is not on purpose. I do not intentionally make myself sad. It just IS. I have been this way as long as I can remember… Even as a young child, I would greet the day not with a smile, but […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Jun 27 2012 | Metaphysical Discussion, Psychology, Rant, Thoughts, Writings
People are always talking about how they want change in the world. The problem is that relatively few people actually take the steps to affect the change they want to see. Everyone is waiting for somebody else to do it. There are no politicians who will demand all the changes on your agenda. There are no spiritual […]
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