By Jane Tanfei|Apr 20 2015 | Thoughts
I am having an extremely rare day of peace. I don’t feel bad mentally or physically, there aren’t any pervasive thought chains, and I am staying in the present without effort. I feel like I’m supposed to do something about it? I kind of miss feeling bad because I’m so used to it? I really don’t like […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Feb 27 2014 | Metaphysical Discussion, Psychology, Thoughts
Sometimes, I go out and play live music. On one such recent occasion, I had a pretty good time, and then I suddenly started to feel very alone. I felt really empty and isolated, despite the fact that there were kind people around and it had been a joyful evening. The strangest part is that […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Aug 27 2013 | Metaphysical Discussion, Thoughts
I’m not feeling too terribly bad today, thankfully, but I do have one very frustrating thought reiterating through my mind: “Everybody would be better off without me.” I am sick of thinking that. I know it’s not true, but I still think it all the time. So, while I listen to some Doc Watson music, […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Aug 26 2013 | Humor, Metaphysical Discussion, Psychology, Thoughts
If you know me in real life, or even if you just know me online, you know that I love nature. I, quite literally, cannot survive in the world without some connection to nature. When I stay inside for too long, I become anxious, angry, depressed, and then overwhelmed to the point where I become […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Mar 17 2013 | Dreams, Metaphysical Discussion, Thoughts
woodendreams: (by Evgeny Tchebotarev) – The craggy reaches of this autumnal growth remind me of the way things go.
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Jun 19 2012 | Thoughts
What is the purpose of putting these words down for everyone else to read? These are my thoughts, my feelings, my opinions, my decisions. These are my experiences, painful experiences, things that changed me for better or worse; things that stuck with me, things that have shaped who I am and who I hope to […]
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