By Jane Tanfei|Aug 22 2013 | Psychology, Thoughts
My brain does not work “properly” when I am feeling strong emotions. I lose the ability to speak when I am overcome with emotion. When this happens to me, I shut down. If I have any amount of control left, I sit staring stoically at nothing and any word I am able to force out […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Aug 19 2013 | Dreams, Humor, Rant, Thoughts
I should be asleep. Indeed, I will need to wake up in another few hours for an hour of travel via public transportation to get to work since both of my vehicles bit the dust last week. Never mind that my only duty in life is to go to work for eight hours of every […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|May 16 2013 | Metaphysical Discussion, Thoughts
I am shutting down. I can feel it. I feel so disconnected. I feel my heart hardening again, becoming that jaded and cynical observer who exists but does not live. I don’t want to go back to that, but I am slipping back there. I am becoming stagnant because there is nothing else to do. […]
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