By Jane Tanfei|Apr 04 2013 | Metaphysical Discussion, Thankful Thursday, Thoughts
I am having a very difficult time today with overwhelming emotions. I feel like a disappointment to my family, I feel like I am living a pointless life, and I feel completely hopeless that I will ever be what I’m “supposed to be”. I don’t even know what I am supposed to be, other than […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Mar 21 2013 | Thankful Thursday, Thoughts, Writings
Dear family, friends, and acquaintances – I am writing this as a blanket answer to that question you have always had, “Why is Jane so strange?” I believe I finally have an answer for you: the Autism Spectrum. I have always suspected that my brain is wired differently or “wrong”, and the reactions I receive […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Feb 23 2013 | Metaphysical Discussion, Thoughts
Try not to confuse attachment with love. Attachment is about fear and dependency, and has more to do with love of self than love of another. Love without attachment is the purest love because it isn’t about what others can give you because you’re empty. It is about what you can give others because you’re […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Feb 09 2013 | Curiousity, Metaphysical Discussion, Thoughts, Writings
I’ve decided to post some thoughts I’ve written in other places at other times but which still make sense to me. This one is about Fear vs. Love: Today I was taking a walk and looking at the surrounding natural beauty of this world. I thought of how peaceful it was and then immediately thought […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Dec 03 2012 | Humor, Metaphysical Discussion, Psychology, Thoughts, Writings
Today started out as ‘one of those days’. I woke up late, stubbed my toes in the dark, couldn’t find any clean clothes to wear, fell down the stairs wearing only my underclothes, dropped a box of unwashed vegetables from my garden all over the ground, stepped on the one rotten potato in the box […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Oct 22 2012 | Curiousity, Metaphysical Discussion, Rant, Thoughts
Closed Minded – having a mind firmly unreceptive to new ideas or arguments. All of us have closed minds in some regard or another; this is a condition of humanity and a normal survival mechanism. There is something that we each believe and have faith in that cannot be shaken or disturbed, no matter how […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Sep 14 2012 | Curiousity, Metaphysical Discussion, Nerdcore, Star Trek, Thoughts
I’m having one of those days where I want to complain about other people… Ideally, I would be isolated on a mountaintop, venturing down into “civilization” twice per year to stock up on supplies or to take in a good show. This would be my dream life – I’d never have to deal with the […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Aug 08 2012 | Metaphysical Discussion, Rant, Thoughts
The thing that is bothering me today is the sexualization of females. It is disheartening, disturbing, and disgusting to me. I look at female musicians and a large majority of them choose to post images of themselves scantily-clad, in provocative and suggestive poses, with “come hither” looks on their faces. It’s so frustrating. I understand […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Jul 17 2012 | Metaphysical Discussion, Thoughts
Lately, I’ve been working on being aware of the moment I’m in. What I mean is that when I catch myself fixating on past mistakes or fantastical futures, I make a conscious effort to pull myself back to the present. It is surprisingly difficult to do so. A lot of the time, I don’t even […]
Continue Reading →By Jane Tanfei|Jul 07 2012 | Curiousity, Metaphysical Discussion, Thoughts
I recently encountered a woman by the name of “Woodwytch”. She is an interesting woman, with many intriguing talents and a propensity for those things which are usually found in the realm of metaphysics. She happened to be offering tarot readings. I asked her to draw a card for me. She pulled Justice: This is […]
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